Haiz

Today my practical de presentation delay for 2 more hours. He waited me 2 hour at group study zone. He already no wait me so long time liao. I am so " gam dong". Now only seperate with him about 3 hours nia, i already very miss him liao. U really a very kind guy. I love u so much.

吃柠檬了

昨晚被人请吃了柠檬
算是一种试探，
也是间接的表白，
他说他只当我是好朋友，
而且他心里已经有一个很深爱的女生，
不止如此，
他为了避免误会，
竟然拒绝我想送他的生日礼物。
我听过后，
心如刀割，
但不知为什么，
眼泪掉不下来，
是因为我早就有心理准备
还是已经痛到流不出泪来
当我告诉我身旁的朋友时
她说他只是一不知道我爱他来做借口
而我就为了不想要面对事实，
一直帮他找借口。

也许我很快就可以从悲痛中爬起来，
找到目标，重新出发。
也许我会一直沉浸在爱他的过程中，
继续默默地为他付出，
很难再找到一个我爱的人了。

但我还是要祝福他和他心爱的人，
希望他们可以有情人终成眷属。

以后的日子不会在出现灿烂笑容的我，
而是多愁善感和彷徨的我。

Bad luck

My house got robbed yesterday nite.
I lost my handphone.
I was shocked when my brother asked us wake up
He said our house got robbed
i thought he juzt kidding
who knowed!! That r true
the thieve/ thieves stole my mom's motorbike, 5 handphones, 2 digital camera
the police and the forensic ppl came to my house around 7 am something
they suspect the thieve is/ are residents Balik Pulau
i am very scared
and i think about him
i wan to tell him by myself
but i know tis is impossible
i knew he will passed by my house when he has class
so i wait him
to see him far far away
even i knew i sure will cry after saw him
i think he also saw me
but he dunno wat happened to my house
i need 2 save money 2 buy a new handphone
SHit!!!
If i caught the thieve,
my family n i sure will beat him
he take many suffer 2 my house
i heard that few of my neighbourhood also got robbed
i really hope he will at my side
at tis time

Heart thing

每天看见你的脸
让我有想哭的念头
曾多次许下的誓言
必将你从我心中除去
奈何你却常在此时打乱一切
让我总是恨不下心来

曾听说，
如果一个女人为她最心爱最深爱的男人哭了，
那就表示她真的下定决心要放弃了。
我有想过，也哭过，
心里还是有你的存在，
让我恨不下心完成承诺，
扰乱我的心神后，
就当作一切没发生过，
也许你已经知道，
也许你还一无所知，
可是我还是要告诉你，
我喜欢你。

曾经我恨积极地做尽一切事情，
为的只是你对我的一点注意，
几乎每天的等待，
只换回你一天的回报，
还换得你好朋友的警告，
不想告诉你这件事情，
是为了不想破坏你们的友谊，
和我小小的自尊心。
曾经我以为我们有可能发展，
但换回来的，
除了伤心，还是伤心。
为了你，
我的心已变得千疮百孔了，
不想再招惹任何人，
只想一个人躲起来，
好好的想一想，
未来的路该如何走。

有一句话说，
最爱的人不会是你的情人，
最爱你的人会是你的终身伴侣，
爱是由欣赏然后喜欢演变成的。

Angry

I am very angry now. Suddenly have a frend came n warned me not 2 disturb his frend because his frend is very tired after class. He thought only his frend will tired then i won't de har?
After i read his message, i very angry. Even he appologize 2 me, i also will not forgive him de. He insulted my personality and the personal character. He thought HBM student can be bully? My mood was affected by his words. Ok, fine. I will not disturb his frend from this moment. If i disturb he or his frenf again, i will get 0 mark in my final exam.

等到了

我终于等到他等我的一天了。今天他等了我3个多小时。Haha, 我心里的心愿终于等到了，我的付出总算没有白费。希望这一天陆续有来。 我爱你！！

忙碌

新年后的一个星期里，要交的功课，要做的事情实在是太多。为了我的功课，我一个人去到人生地不熟的小酒店拍照。刚开始时和同学一起去的，但她临时生病了所以我惟有孤身上阵。原本我真的很想放弃，但心里的另一个念头让我勇敢的往前走。我不可能一辈子都依赖别人，总是有长大的一天。 希望我的功课可以如期完成。在这期间，我一直生病。