吃柠檬了

昨晚被人请吃了柠檬
算是一种试探，
也是间接的表白，
他说他只当我是好朋友，
而且他心里已经有一个很深爱的女生，
不止如此，
他为了避免误会，
竟然拒绝我想送他的生日礼物。
我听过后，
心如刀割，
但不知为什么，
眼泪掉不下来，
是因为我早就有心理准备
还是已经痛到流不出泪来
当我告诉我身旁的朋友时
她说他只是一不知道我爱他来做借口
而我就为了不想要面对事实，
一直帮他找借口。

也许我很快就可以从悲痛中爬起来，
找到目标，重新出发。
也许我会一直沉浸在爱他的过程中，
继续默默地为他付出，
很难再找到一个我爱的人了。

但我还是要祝福他和他心爱的人，
希望他们可以有情人终成眷属。

以后的日子不会在出现灿烂笑容的我，
而是多愁善感和彷徨的我。

Bad luck

My house got robbed yesterday nite.
I lost my handphone.
I was shocked when my brother asked us wake up
He said our house got robbed
i thought he juzt kidding
who knowed!! That r true
the thieve/ thieves stole my mom's motorbike, 5 handphones, 2 digital camera
the police and the forensic ppl came to my house around 7 am something
they suspect the thieve is/ are residents Balik Pulau
i am very scared
and i think about him
i wan to tell him by myself
but i know tis is impossible
i knew he will passed by my house when he has class
so i wait him
to see him far far away
even i knew i sure will cry after saw him
i think he also saw me
but he dunno wat happened to my house
i need 2 save money 2 buy a new handphone
SHit!!!
If i caught the thieve,
my family n i sure will beat him
he take many suffer 2 my house
i heard that few of my neighbourhood also got robbed
i really hope he will at my side
at tis time